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[07 Dec 2006|12:37pm] |
oh, confusion.
one of these days, i'll stop blaming myself and stop hating myself and i'll loosen up and learn how to have fun.
until then, i'll continue to be a miserable motherfucker.
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[24 Nov 2006|10:37am] |
i'm so pissed at myself for not going to carni's last night.
i miss my friends, i miss going to shows, i miss having fun. i miss hugs and high fives and saying "hey what's up?" to kids i feel slightly awkward around. i miss feeling like i have a family outside of the people i live with.
and thanks to the people that i live with (or rather, just one of them), i missed out on all of that last night.
he is not my brother.
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[23 Nov 2006|03:57pm] |
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it's heather, guys.
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