http://boyswillstay.livejournal.com/ baker. - LiveJournal.com Thu, 07 Dec 2006 17:37:49 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com boyswillstay 11677398 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/54921673/11677398 http://boyswillstay.livejournal.com/ 100 75 http://boyswillstay.livejournal.com/1031.html Thu, 07 Dec 2006 17:37:49 GMT http://boyswillstay.livejournal.com/1031.html oh, confusion.<br /><br /><br />one of these days, i'll stop blaming myself and stop hating myself and i'll loosen up and learn how to have fun.<br /><br /><br /><br />until then, i'll continue to be a miserable motherfucker. http://boyswillstay.livejournal.com/1031.html public 0 http://boyswillstay.livejournal.com/878.html Fri, 24 Nov 2006 15:37:48 GMT http://boyswillstay.livejournal.com/878.html i'm so pissed at myself for not going to carni's last night. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i miss my friends, i miss going to shows, i miss having fun. i miss hugs and high fives and saying "hey what's up?" to kids i feel slightly awkward around. i miss feeling like i have a family outside of the people i live with.<br /><br /><br />and thanks to the people that i live with (or rather, just one of them), i missed out on all of that last night.<br /><br /><br /><br />he is not my brother. http://boyswillstay.livejournal.com/878.html public 0 http://boyswillstay.livejournal.com/636.html Thu, 23 Nov 2006 20:57:34 GMT http://boyswillstay.livejournal.com/636.html it's heather, guys. http://boyswillstay.livejournal.com/636.html public 0